There is a happy ending!! Really!

After years of pure torture dealing with chronic pain and massive bipolar attacks there really is a light at the end of the tunnel!


It's true!  We lost our house and it was the best thing that ever happened to us!  My job as a Mortgage Broker is a thing of the past. Thank GOD!  I found a new job working out of my home with Book Publishers. We found a rental that needed fixing in the country and we have been here for almost 5 months and having the peaceful country as a constant in our lives has given so much happiness and serenity for us.  We are in a single wide trailer, but on a dead on road with acres of Beauty surrounding us.  I thank god everyday for this blessing.  It is small and we still have to figure out where to put all our junk. Wondering what do we sell and keep, but it also makes me realize how unimportant THINGS are I don't miss all my stuff.  Well most of it anyway.  My four poster bed doesn't even fit in my bedroom lol..
  It's how you live in each moment that counts.  The quality of life you live.  The thoughts you carry in your mind that make a difference.  We have not had one suicide attempt, nor have we had many fights.  It has been so peaceful here.  So there's my answer.  Where do YOU live?  Is that maybe affecting your moods?  Just a thought. We still have massive pain, doctor appointments, bipolar attacks and all the other problems but now they seem so minor compared to before.  David is even starting to get his children's books done.  He's going to pull out his paintbrush and paint a beautiful masterpiece.  When we get the floor done in the living room.  haha   Priorities y'know!  There's my thought of the day.  And I added a book that goes with what I'm saying.  I've read it and Wayne Dyer is absolutely indisputable and very inspirational!