As I sit here thinking "does anyone else ever go through this?" I remind myself there are so many people with loved ones who are bipolar. I don't know if anyone truly understand what its like to live with someone who is bipolar unless you do. Their lows are unbelievably low. My husband is unreachable. He has no desire to eat or really do much of anything. He doesn't even have a memory of anything that happened when he starts to emerge out of his dark coma. Its so hard for me to actually understand what he feels. I try to ask him to explain to me what he feels and he doesn't want to talk. I desperately cram amino acids, vitamin B complex, inositol powder, and anything else I have handy to him to help him get energy and come back to me. I've considered not writing in here anymore and realized someone out there might find comfort that they are not alone as I have surfing through the internet from time to time. I will try to track down the "alternative" prescription we use for his bipolar and it does seem to help him quite a bit. Watch for that later this week!
Have a super weekend!
Kim
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